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| GEMINI, ( May 21- Jun 22)
" Your energy will seem to drop an ebb and you need a lot of motivation. Restlessness will make you impatient and irritable; don't let that be the cause of arguments at work or et home. Control yourself because the month will end on a good note and what was delayed in the past month will suddenly materialise"
Blardy hell, this is what i am going through. So true. Finger crossed, hoping everything will be fine.
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| Started working since a month ago and stress strikes. way too much for me to handle.Working is never easy. never was. I understand now. Remember how i describe myself when i was in Melbourne, saying that i am mature and all. I think i am. Things change when time passes and so do i. Everything seems to slow down ,at times it tends to freeze and stop. Thats when my mind went blank. Blank. Completely Blank. I always asked myself, why i am so sick of life, why such thoughts when i have luxury life, given and blessed by lovely parents and siblings. Maybe is that one thing. It haunts me day and night. I wish i could freeze the time awhile. i wish i could turn back time. My heart aches whenever i see my parents got older day by day. I know is silly, thats me. Very emotional, sensitive meanwhile lost. So much things to think of. I wish now i could sit at the beach side, watching the waves laps onto the shore, from dusk till dawn. from dawn till dusk. whatever it is. witness the millions stars above, nothing to worry.
so lost. very. I dont know what i want. maybe thats life. Yellow red blue black black black.
I wana go home.
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| i think i miss her....
random
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| switching to BLOGSPOT.
hey , i am switching to blogspot people but not this soon..uni has just started, is gona be hectic again..
paranoid...burning midnight oil, breakout, stress and etc...oh god... anyway i will post my new blog address anytime soon! ahha
and those who visited my blog and expecting something to be written here., i am sorry guys, as back then i was busy lepaking and searching for jobs..so i didnt bother to blog..at a mindset i thought of canceling my account and quit blogging... ahah but a friend of mine who mentioned that blogging is a waste of time and she will never blog...guess what..she started blogging..and she knows i am gona tease right up on her ARSE..! but yeah thank god she remember her say as it is still vivid in my mind....
aiyah BLOGGERS are everywhere..
blogging is famous nowadays huh? dont u think?
many of my friends started blogging.. and yes i dont want to be the left out one..haha so i will still blog, but it will be blogspot..bye xanga.
time flies..aiyah..so fast which at times it tends to annoyed some people...but me? i would rather it to be fast as i am missing my parents and friends ...i cant wait to see you guys...REDANG..herm ...drools* but despite that, i am sure i will miss those friends i made here. they are special in may ways too..but guess thats life, u cant have everything...is never fair and square...=)
i am always expecting myself to be in a relationship ...but it never turns out what i have expected..so yah..i sort of give up and let it go naturally.. i am frequently asked about this, errrrr i am actually quite sensitive to this issue.  but just to let my readers to have a clearer view, those girls i dream to have,, i will never get them ..is quite sad..to say that..but thats too real to be true..and also i am a gemini, often being called flirtatious and all. and yup not a bf material...but we will see..i just wonder when will i get ONE.., which i doubt and never be that soon, ..okay cut the crap.
okay peeps. enjoy reading..hitting the sack!
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"Mother carries the child in her womb for
nine months and in her heart for the rest of her life"
Mum, happy mother's day...
Hope you like the card i send you
take care,
son
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